i didn’t ask for this i don’t even know if i want this.  you actually destroyed me, and to trust everything you’re saying? “you have to to trust me this time.” life isn’t that easy i can’t just turn my emotions on and off. it took a lot for me to make myself forget about you. i didn’t even think about you i totally got over it. obviously its impossible to turn off your feelings but i had good reason to.  and the worst part is i told you i wouldn’t wait, you never even had the guts to speak to me.  i don’t hold grudges but a lot of other girls do and honestly everyone thinks I’m stupid.  so thats why this isn’t another chance, this is an opportunity for you to prove that you aren’t the asshole self absorbed jerk i think you are.  and when you prove that, then we will go from there.  but after reading her posts i never really know, its like a game, except this game is at its climax, no one knows what path you take to win you just have to chose and go. so did you chose? according to you, yes.  but I’m not part of a game, and neither are my emotions, so don’t call this a second (well actually third chance) because I’m not doing you any favors. and i sure as hell don’t trust you. now that thats off my chest…lets see how much i really do mean to you, actions speak louder then words!